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We bought a hud house. WEll actually Tom's friend bought it and will be living with us but WE HAVE A FRICKIN HOUSE done deal. Will be moving in a few weeks. Too exciting to say more

yey
why are none of my friends entries showing up?
Chloe's gonna have a lil sister : D

Had a nice night...

So I went out to eat with Meg, Chels, and my mom. There was a little tiff towards the end but it seemed to resolve itself. THen we went to Wal-Mart cuz Meg was gonna buy me a bra for my b-day... I measured myself and everything last night and thought I could get by with a DD and not have to go to the special big ladies store but I was wrong : (   I guess us big tittied chicks don't get bras for $13 And this really makes me angry. Like yea I understand they have to use more fabric but come on they don't have a cheapie store like wal-mart for anything over a DD? It's just not fair. And I actually wasn't crazy jealous watchin Chles try on bikinis. I just thought, damn she looks good and after this baby, so will I.
But really, I will NEVER understand why girls want bigger boobs and why people want implants it's such a freakin hassle and they just get in the way. Tom likes em tho so I won't complain too much ; )

So Meg got me some shoes instead they're real cute white/cork type stuff wedge sandals It's not really cork like those tacky shoes used to be but ya know what I mean it's like a tan color idk, they're cute
I'm gonna have to paint my toenails.
And my mom got me an outfit that's cute so that's why I had to get shoes to go with it but with this damn weather my tootsies are gonna be cold!
So now I still need a new bra and a haircut.
Tremo night we're all goin out to Friday's for my bday dinner I'm excited. So far it's me, Meg, Chels, Tom, Clo, Mom, Ash n Alyssa (my fave cousins), My friend Ang, Chels's ex Mark, and possibly my friend Courtney and her bf. I got a few other maybes but haven't heard back.
Mmm I'll probably have some steak!
Well I'm out for the night, takin quizzes on facebook lol

peace and g'night

Mar. 27th, 2009

also, someone tell me an eassssyyy way to post pics here. It wont let me upload them straight from my computer or type in the url from photobucket
am I missing something?

grrrr

Do it.

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you're on my list, so i want to know you better!

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01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Things that made me happy today...

1. The smell of my shampoo
2. Jet's
3. Chloe randomly picked up a pen and little pad of paper and started scribbling, then she gave me the "drawings" and was so excited to see how happy I was.
4. Getting laundry done
5. Chloe saying "WOW" and neighhh-ing?    like a horse

tryin to think positive, so far.... it's ok I guess.


oh and yesterday it was 66 degrees and beautiful out!!
Today, there are floods : p boooo

That's our little house in my pic ; )


Hello world. I know you didn't know I was gone but I am back lol. Well first off, no more filters cuz everyone knows!
That also makes me wonder.... I know I HAVE  a kid already but I only got 3 (!) congrats on here?? Come on people, I'm still havin a baby!!! And yes, even tho it wasn't exactly planned , I still think congratulations would be nice.
So anyway I was just in bed for like a couple weeks, only getting up to puke every couple hours. Lovely. Today I got this new pill and I feel like a new person.

I really need a makeover or somethin tho cuz now I just feel gross n frumpy. I remember feelin like that in the beginning when I was pregnant with Chloe too. I did lose 10 lbs but it's hard to be happy about it when ur not SUPPOSED to be losing it. I've also had this hideous one-length haircut since June and my hair is way too damn thick to be one length. Mama needs some layers. And I still don't know whether it's a myth or not but I need a dye job badddd. My blonde is coming out at the top and it looks grey. Now I know why they call it dishwater blonde...yuck!
But hopefully I can at least afford the haircut and go get some cute, flowy, lightweight summer maternity clothes cuz I THINK (please cross ur damn fingers!!) Tom got a job!!

Our other plans for how we will be making money involve medical marijuana so I still dunno if I'll be discussing that but at least now we have some money coming in until that happens, which should be in the next 2 months or so. I mean this is gonna pay for us to fix our debt, go to school, and hopefully by the time CHloe goes to school, we'll have a house : /
 I got 5 years.... it could happen?
right? well that's the plan. I just hope to GOD we can move outta his mom's before summer starts cuz I do NOT wanna go down that road again. THe woman NEVER uses her air conditioning and I'm like plzzzzzzzzzzz woman its 90 and i'm hugeeee. Lol. AND the air conditioner at the trailer we're SUPPOSED  to move into is broken : 0 . I think she's just gonna stay here until she HAS to leave?? Who knows if Tom, Chloe, and I will have our own place by then. Tom wants to start stayin at the trailer THE DAY he starts work but iiiiiiiidk if he can talk her into that. Her main complaint is that she can't afford to keep both houses warm enough, ya know cuz of the gas bill but tom offered to pay it so we'll see.

I just sit here all the time n daydream about us finally being in our own place, ahhhhhhh

Oh and I also believe I am somewhat anorexic, except that I eat... Like since I got big I got delusional about what looks good. I was watching a video of Amy Winehouse and her skinny crack-body thinkin, damn I wish I did coke cuz I'd KILL for that body. I know it's gross but I want it. I guess not bad enough to stop eatin junk

Also, Tom's out at "fooseball" and we never really go out without each other but since we don't have the gas and I don't have the energy to take her to a babysitter just for fooseball, I get stuck at home It makes me feel like a lonely loser that even freakin TOM is out on a Friday night :*(
I would love to get my own life and go out on my own, in fact I could have went to a "party" at my sister's but havin a life is hard to do with no job lol. And no fuckin energy mannnnnnn I'm always so f'in tired

Anyway , yea I just wanna dress up and feel really pretty and go somewhere : (
Can't wait to have money again!!!

Sorry for all the caps

peace n love

ganked... barefootprego 


1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
Yes

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
No

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
Scared as hell. Excited.

4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU?
noooo

5. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
20

6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Took a home test, it was so faint you could barely see it but I knew.

7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
Well Tom was there

8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
Yes

9. DUE DATE?
11/18/07

10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
omg. the worst

11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
I could only hold down Subway when I was sick in the beginning. Only thing that sounded good lol.

12. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
no comment on the who. What? being pregnant... heartburn and the vomiting

13. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?
girl

14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
A boy first would have been cool to look after his lil sis but I knew it was a girl

15. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
10

16. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
I had two

17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
I knew

18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
just the horrrid morning sickness, not being able to eat, having my gallbladder out, the placenta being infected, having an emergency c-section

19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Troy Beaumont, Troy MI

20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
about 12

21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
Thomas

22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
just the docs : (

23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
c-section

24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
yes, epidural saved my life lol

27. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
8lbs 7oz

28. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
11/26/07

30. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Chloe Ann Martin

31. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
14 months